Hiiro (24*)
Recently, Naruhito, who used to tense up every time we took a bath together, has finally started to relax.
I sometimes wondered if I should let him take a bath alone if he was so afraid of taking a bath with someone else, but he could not wash well with one hand, and he came out only after taking a shower, with his body cold.
He had never soaked himself in the bathtub before, and at first he would not take a bath even if the water temperature was seemingly normal, saying it was too hot.
Even now, when I try to make the water warmer, he soaks in it immediately and then tenses up. So I started holding him, immersed for a while, but even after getting warm, his body doesn’t completely relax.
I guessed that he had been suffering from a lot of bad experiences, either after or during the washing process. I remember the first time I washed him, he was in a daze and trying to do what he thought was going to happen afterward.
I wanted him to lose his fear of the bath, even if only a little, so I held him and kissed him as we went in. I wanted him to learn that a bath felt good, but he pointed to—
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