To break his reason.
The discussion took place in our parlor. First, I sated Dirk's majestic stomach rumbling, then I was pondering how to start the discussion while eating my lunch, when Dirk spoke up.
“Rosarin.”
“What is it?”
“About this morning… well, about recently, I want to properly wait until you are sixteen. I forced you to marry me... and I know it will be a burden, and I don't think we should have children just yet, considering what we are going through."
“I understand. But I don't want to wait any longer. I know you are thinking about the burden on my body. You are right, Dirk. It’s true that this marriage was planned without my knowledge, but I was going to marry you anyway. It just wasn't the right time.”
“... Yeah.”
“I ended up agreeing to the marriage in the end. It’s not like I married you out of spite, though. I want to be a proper wife for you, Dirk.”
“......... Eh?”
“You only made it a weekend thing, so you wouldn't attack me because of your pheromones and stuff, right? Sure, it's going to be a lot of work, but we are newlyweds, so I want to be with you at least at night."
“... Rosarin…”
“I want you to have me… all of me… just at least once."
“......... I don’t think I can win! The hell!? Why are you being so brave!?”
“I don’t think I’m being brave. I'm just being selfish in trying to understand your intentions. Dirk, I’m the same as you. We waited for 7 years, you know? The age difference was difficult to deal with. Don't put up with it, make me yours?"
“Ugh…”
“I want to be Dirk Barton's, body and soul, of my own volition, and I want you to make me a proper Rosarin Barton.”
"... I don't care what's going to happen anymore, okay? I won’t be able to stop, even if you cry or get hurt. I will make you... mine."
“... Yeah.”
Ultimately, these were the “words” that completely destroyed his reason.
No, yeah. It was amazing. To be honest, I wanted to take a bath before we did it, and it was in the middle of the day, but I didn't have time to care about such trivial things. I don't know how many times I passed out. Was it that? The pleasure torture? I don't know if I remember half of it. It didn't hurt too much. It bled only a little.
Then the next morning, I couldn't move.
“I’m sorry for being unreasonable.”
“No, I wanted it…”
Dirk took care of me when I couldn’t stand up. He was leaking with charm. Please put me away. Please don't se*ually harass me casually. No… well, I don't mind, but… it would be a little troubling if I can't stand up tomorrow. But well, thinking about it, it's not my job to be troubled.
“... That, can we do it tonight as well?”
“...... Sure. I was just thinking about it, too. But, I want to talk about the future… so go easy on me tonight, will you? Darling.”
“.................. You know, you are way too adorable, Rosarin.”
“Then you will have to pamper me and take care of me for the rest of my life. I don't want to be lonely anymore…”
Maybe this is how I really feel. I missed Dirk not only that one month, but I missed him when he was dealing with his pheromones, too... I missed him for a long, long time. Embarrassed, happy, with aching heart... I hugged Dirk tightly. I love the arms that gently wrapped around me.
“............ I don't think I can win at all! Damn it, you're so cute! I won't let you go, even if you don't want me to! I won't give you time to miss me, okay!?”
However, this was the first time Dirk has ever shown me such passion, and he was kind enough to bear with it and do it gently, so he wouldn’t cause burden on my body.
Even though I couldn't move my body, I was feeling very content while dozing off.
Then, after much discussion, we decided to live in a new house. I want to spend more time with just the two of us, I can teleport around anyway. We will be busy with work, but it will be fun every day.
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